Wednesday, March 20, 2013

i got no respect because i'm the new man.

[not a big deal but i'm obsessed with this girl and am missing her an insane amount....even though i saw her a week ago.]
not a big deal,
but maybe my internet connection is being super crappy
and doing hw (which was technically due about 7 hours ago now) that should have taken 1 hour to do
has turned into 2+ hours.

not a big deal,
but maybe my dinner tonight was about 30 m&m's in class.
in my defense, most of them were brown which makes them healthier because chocolate's already brown..................
making mommy and daddy proud.

not a big deal,
but maybe i'm desperate enough for an internship that i applied to one at an insurance company.
almost twice actually.
so that's desperate twice.
raisin' the self-esteem roof here people!

not a big deal,
but maybe i did really well on a test that was really hard
and then did hardly average on a test that was "really easy".
but who cares, because i got my ratings back at work today and according to them, i am "just lovely to chat with on the phone". 
and that's all that really matters in this world isn't it?

not a big deal,
but maybe i have listened to this song a shameful amount of times now....
[maybe this is why it's taken me extra long to do my hw]
and laugh at myself/pretend i know all the words the entire time.
seriously, who am i??