it's a sad day when...

[you're missin maria and jit so so badly. and our summer full of craziness in the best way. and this "free day"/maria's birthday/pre-entire tray of birthday baklava where we basically ate the entire city of santa monica. oh, but it was the best.]

-you stay up until 2 in the morning every night now, for no dang reason other than random organizing/listening to music/blog stalking/my own picture stalking. which causes you to be late/miss your first class every day. whoops? (don't tell daddy.)

-the highlight of your day is watching cowbelles at work. yes, the once very popular disney channel movie still has a special place in my heart. what can i say, i just love those cheesy riches to rags stories.

-you dgaf hardcore after too much accounting and get a holiday mint chocolate shake and a junior double cheeseburger at sonic when you're supposed to be on a strict diet and watching your figure. whoops again? sure, i'm watching it...watching it get bigger.

-you drop your iphone on campus and scream "shiz!!" so loud in a group of people. hi guys, i still have a testimony and the church is true. move along.

-you cry at work for no reason other than the fact that you spent a good thirty minutes talking to the cutest and sweetest old man that melts your heart, and who eventually ended up duping you into giving him your address so he could send you some handmade christmas cards. i'm so bad at saying no. i'm sure one of these day, i'm just gonna get raped or something. at least i'll have some nichols' originals!

-ummm, you nearly escape death whilst walking on campus at night when you're almost pummeled by FOUR deer prancing by. [for all i know, they could've been reindeer.] it's no big deal, they just got done taking a test too. hey, what'd you guys get for #12?? i know, i know, too far michelle. 

-you go to take a sneaky secret picture with your phone of a rather large man sitting next to you wearing one of those old school link charm bracelet things that you had when you were 12....and the flash goes off. oh good, i'll just die now for the rest of class which happens to be thirty more minutes because i'm the luckiest girl in the world. don't even ask me the amount of money i would've paid to be dead at that moment, it's not a pretty number.

tumblr poser.

 prepare for the random michelle. she comes out at night.

suddenly i have an insatiable desire to go shopping. 

like big-time-spend-way-too-much-money shopping.

[don't worry, i only put it in my "shopping cart" and just pretend.]

too bad it's midnight.

but, also it's black friday.

and i currently have possession of a rental car [one i rented all by myself, i must add].

but, i'm in merced california.

the farming capital of the world.

not really. but almost.

i don't really feel like i'm in the market for a tractor right now actually.

and in case you were wondering if you can eat yourself to death with pie,

i'm living proof that you can.

[or can't?]

yeah, i dug that ironic contradicting hole. whatever, don't feel like trying to get out.

andimissyoumattybooboo.